Illicit Desires

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When I read the blurb, I was genuinely excited for the intensity and angst and that epic moment when these childhood besties eventually fell for each other.

Anderson’s strength was so evident throughout this book!! His love for Crew and how much he wanted to be there for him during the low points was excellent to read. I also loved the stark contrast between him and Aston, his twin. After reading book 2, it was amazing to get Anderson’s story. For the one who has already taken on this grave liability by participating in illicit sex, but wants to come out of this grave liability, there is a way out. Through the heart-felt confession of the mistake ( alochana) to a living Gnani Purush. A Gnani Purush is completely pure in all the way and is completely free from sexuality. Furthermore, He has no selfish interests or motives behind helping you to come out of your mistakes. Therefore, you can rest assured that He never discloses anything to anyone else. Only a living Gnani Purush can show you the way out, but you have to have a clear mind, be truly repentant and have an unshakeable conviction that you will never repeat your mistake again. Will Crew be able to overcome his deadly obsession after facing a near death situation? What's gonna happen when Anderson finds out about Crew's dangerous secret, and learns there's more to him hidden beneath the surface?You lose your worthiness of being a human the moment you take something that is not rightly yours (debauchery). Param Pujya Dadashri says, “ If you burn your sins in repentance even then your bad deeds would end. After listening to all this, if you were to ask me, "What would happen to me?" I would reassure you that I would help you. There are conditions. You have to wise up from today. From the moment you become aware of your mistake and do pratikramans with sincerity. I will show you what to do next. Then it would all disappear and I would do many other vidhis, special blessings, for you.” They are everything. They are spicy, domineering. They are avid hikers and syrup lovers. They are perfect for each other, kind of fellas. The sweet/tender moments that are shared between such passionate scenes is exceptional. I wholeheartedly love them and their journey.

These two have such a deep bond, and the chemistry Is explosive. It is so freaking hot. The author gave us an insight into the mind of a drug addict. It’s far from pretty. Poor Anderson. I have been in his shoes, and loving a drug addict is far from easy.

Overall I really enjoyed this story, the subject matter is difficult to read about, but how the author allows you to understand and empathize with Crew's addiction is so well done. Even though I disagreed with Crew's actions I understood due to his rationalizing of his deceptive ways. Crew truly believed he was protecting his loved ones by hiding his biggest shame.